Tracy Waithera has opened up about how having daddy issues led her to date married men. She admired how they kept a family together.

Speaking to Susan Grace on a Woman's Journal podcast, Tracy spoke about how salvation has changed her positively, including how she views relationships today.

She found herself in the company of the wrong men to fill that void;

"Yeah I did alot, you see now I'm a lover, and so I used to love men no matter how they were, like even probably when someone has a wife, they love me, I would feel contentment but most of the time I would feel the contentment of how they would take care of their families, I used to fall for men who have families, and when we talk about their families, they are telling me that they are taking care of them. So to me, that was like a turn-on because I was like oh you're taking care of your family?

She spoke about being a side chick

"I used to advise even like my wababa ebu take care of your home" she laughed out loud "Let me tell you by the way, there is no mbababez out there si ati kumpea advise, ata"

Adding

"No one can stand here In front and say she hurt me, no no she helped me grow, that's always the thing,"

She played the role of an understanding side chick. 

"I'm like take care of that family, take care of them, dont even let your family know I'm here. "

She stated it was years ago. 

"This was when I was under someone, so after receiving Christ, this is like 3 years ago, things changed"

She bonded with old men because they had a profound thinking,

"Even when someone is like today is the day of me taking care of the family, I'm like eh enda, I'm like go, eh na understand, understanding girlfriend, " she laughed hilariously at the thought

"I would come from the space that you need to respect home, you need to take care of home,"

She was happy to play that role.

"Like you pour the love to them because they are giving you this attention and love but you, you're being filled from that deprived spirit, you are trying to fill that void that was not filled by your dad,".

She was asked if the wababaz picked up on that void

"I think they can, or not. sometimes or not because probably when im giving them that available ear, you can listen, and you're loving on them, those are the things maybe in marriage like they are not keeping it alive. so, you are like the kando medicine. Not advocating for that Jesus is the best mbababz I've met. Gai mwathani"

She has now mended that relationship with her dad "I can't say we are buddies, but I can now call him dad. I never used to it would choke me, but God changed my heart"